I've never been more distinctly aware of my own human shortcomings and weaknesses, than I have since entering the journey called motherhood. I first came to the realization of a deeper dependence on Abba when I was about 30 weeks into my first pregnancy. Someone very dear and near to me challenged my heart in terms of the way this precious baby should be born. It felt like the birth was standing in front of me like a fierce predator. I trembled. I was scared and deeply aware of how much I needed Abba. While I was driving to my midwife friend, tears streaming down my face and raindrops pouring down on the windshield, Abba reminded me about a song that I wrote when I was only 17. Valleys of depression have been part of my story since I was young. I think part of this is because my emotions come in intense pigmented form- like the shades of oil paint. I was in one of those valleys, and I only recently stepped into Abba's Kingdom with all of my heart at that stage. I was battling with my own flesh and my tumultuous emotions. This song was one of my first songs that I wrote. I clearly remember how I sat at our old piano and how the words and melody just washed over me. They refreshed my soul. In that moment, in the car, it did the same. I sang the song, as the Holy Spirit brought it to remembrance. These words, words not thought out by my own abilities, but words found in Scripture, carried me through numerous valleys. For when I am weak He is strong. His power is made perfect in my weakness. (You can read the rest of the blogpost here: https://www.zadoak.com/post/even-in-the-storm-a-glimpse-of-depression) In Him we live And move And have our being Shalom Carmen Tehillah This song is featured on Songs of Deliverance by Carmen Tehillah Written by Carmen Tehillah Vocals: Carmen Tehillah, Judah Son Cello by: Annabel Marais Produced by: Johan Viljoen Video created by: Carmen Tehillah Connect with us: www.zadoak.com Contact us on: zadoakmusic@gmail.com Full album available on: https://open.spotify.com/album/1vKotAaVJLbJ5VvMVo2Dse https://open.spotify.com/album/1vKotAaVJLbJ5VvMVo2Dse or iTunes

My dad is turning 61 years old today. Being a dad is not always easy. Going through challenges in fatherhood gave me perspective on the exceptional example my earthly father has been to me. I am grateful for this and I give my heavenly Father all the honour and glory.

No weapon formed against us might prosper, yet we’re still at war, standing fully armoured knowing the One who fights for us, are not alarmed by any tactics of a kingdom not our own. I wrote this song about 3 years ago during a family crisis that shook my whole being in such a way that even the ground felt unsteady. I kept on thinking “I don’t know what to do?” over and over again. I felt lost for words. Until one day I found Jehoshaphat saying the exact same phrase. Only his didn’t end there. “We do not know what to do, but our eyes are on You.” (2 Chronicles 20:12b). The story doesn’t end there. They kept their eyes on Abba Father through worship. The battle that day, and today, belonged not to the people but to Yahweh, the One who fight for us, and the One who is victorious. I found such hope in that phrase spoken thousands of years ago by a king who didn’t know what the outcome would be for the nation as they faced great danger. Yet, he chose to keep his eyes and heart fixed upon the King of Kings. Friend, would you do the same as we face times of great uncertainty? Will we, as Stephen being filled with the Spirit, choose to fix our eyes fully without wavering on Yeshua our Messiah? “But he, being full of the Holy Spirit, gazed into heaven and saw the glory of God, and Jesus standing at the right hand of God, 56 and said, “Look! I see the heavens opened and the Son of Man standing at the right hand of God!” Acts 7:55-56 This song is featured on Songs of Deliverance by Carmen Tehillah Written by Carmen Tehillah Vocals: Carmen Tehillah, Judah Son, Annabel Marrais Cello by: Annabel Marrias Produced by: Johan Viljoen Video created by: Simone Laubscher Photo credit: Teenwoordig Photography Connect with us: www.zadoak.com https://www.instagram.com/carmentehil... Contact us on: zadoakmusic@gmail.com Full album available on: https://open.spotify.com/album/1vKotAaVJLbJ5VvMVo2Dse https://open.spotify.com/album/1vKotAaVJLbJ5VvMVo2Dse or itunes

This song is featured on Die Opdstanding by Judah Son Song Written: Edgar Trollip Produced by: Johan Viljoen Video Created by: Light Productions Connect with us on: www.zadoak.com Contact us at: zadoakmusic@gmail.com Buy full album: https://itunes.apple.com/za/album/die-opstanding-ep/1445895298?app=music&ign-mpt=uo%3D4

There are times when we feel like running far away from our King because of shame, fear and guilt. He longs for us to run to Him. He is our shield, the place where we are safe in His embrace. This song is featured on Songs of Deliverance by Carmen Tehillah Song written by: Carmen Tehillah Cello by: Annabel Marais Produced by: Johan Viljoen Video created by: Simone le Roux Photo credit: Teenwoordig Photography Connect with us: www.zadoak.com https://www.instagram.com/carmentehillah/ Contact us on: zadoakmusic@gmail.com Full album available on: https://itunes.apple.com/za/album/songs-of-deliverance/1445892908

Daar heers 'n geweldige stryd in die gees vir ons fokus en tyd. Intimiteit met ons Vader kom teen 'n prys en daar moet geveg word om dit te behou. Yeshua het vir ons die voorbeeld gestel van afsondering en gemeenskap met Abba. Wees waaksaam. Bid hard. Breek brood. Drink wyn. Wees een met Hom. This song is featured on Die Opdstanding by Judah Son Song Written: Edgar Trollip Produced by: Johan Viljoen Video Created by: Simone le Roux Connect with us on: www.zadoak.com Contact us at: zadoakmusic@gmail.com Buy full album: https://itunes.apple.com/za/album/die-opstanding-ep/1445895298?app=music&ign-mpt=uo%3D4

This song was written in early March 2017. I was spending time in Abba's presence and in His Word. Holy Spirit lead me to read Joel 2 and 3. While I read, I started hearing the melody in the Spirit. Joel 2 and 3 is a prophecy that many of God's children experienced during this season. We felt an urgency to get this word out for it is on Abba's heart for this time. May we prepare as Abba leads in this time. Lyrics: Prepare for war Verse 1: Blow the shofar Prepare for war Wake up you mighty men of war Verse 2: Call on My name You will be saved And not again be put to shame Chorus 1: Tear your heart Return to Me I will restore What was stolen I will pity And I will answer Verse 3: Your voice like thunder In You my shelter I know that You are Yahweh Elohim Chorus 2: The weak made strong Your Spirit poured out The captives set free Causing the rain to come down You have done marvellous things There is no one like our Elohim Yahweh our Elohim There is no one like our Elohim Bridge: Rejoice and be glad Do not be afraid The harvest is ripe Put your sickle in hand Prepare for war (x6) Chorus 3: Sons and daughters will prophesy The older men will dream dreams Visions given to younger men The Spirit of Yahweh poured out Chorus 2: The weak made strong Your Spirit poured out The captives set free Causing the rain to come down You have done marvellous things There is no one like our Elohim Yahweh our Elohim There is no one like our Elohim Verse 1: Blow the shofar Prepare for war Wake up you mighty men of war